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Monday, May 11, 2009

tell me what is life now ? where should i start ?

>>. my mother
i really dont know what she want nor . i want talk to her , she dont want talk to me . when we chat it like going to quarrel again . and this house i really dont really want step in nor . gosh ~ i tell myself i not going to take any more money from her . i will get my way to get money to pay my fare and dept. I NEED JOBSSSSSSSS !!

>>.my boyf mother
even you no money can help abit ? she is like........speechless nor. no money to pay me , no money eat , no money give kid and pay household thing , but have money to buy phone. lol ! i really trying really hard not to throw my attitiude at her . but she is too #$%^&* le . she can say untill she how good or what de nor . mouth say i also can .
am i regreting to help her solve her money problem?
i think so .
>>.my boyf
then my boyf dont even can help me , worst ! he dont understand what i mean to him nor. i ask him work , he say he cannot find. dots.... never even try to find say no jobs for him , even have . he have many excuse for not going into that jobs . okay! now what my friend say it truth. why must i give in so much to worry aboout he have food to eat anot or what the hell he want i must get . when i not with him he still have his life. should i end this ? i and him really lost our communication le . we quarrel more then talk. why must i think of him when he having his life ?
whne i quarrel with her mother she say i making him stand in between he and his mother. dots ! you never help me you help your mother? you must be clear that who is the rights ones alright!
i deserve everything now like what you said before ? gosh~ why must i cry for you? wasting or ? do you have heart anot ! stand into my shoed and think ! use BRAIN to THINK! i know you will quarrel ack and ask em stand into your shoes .. what is your problem ? i work , to pay dept . i no money eat , did i ever take a cent from you ?

JOANNE . you are a kind of foolish girl nor.
you help him so many thing do he really apprec.
you only have a stupid thinking that you just need a accompany.
but can you please use brain to think also !
you cant even afford yourself now , no need to care of him , just your boyf not even is your husband. wake up girl !

>>.school
i dont wish to go back , but just because of the stupid cert ! why ? i really no heart to go school le . school suck ! i agree work suck too . but i really no mood study le. wasting my time only.


is that all my trouble ? there are more which i unable to speak out.
and nobody know and nobody to care .
am i really that strong enough to burden all this thing myself ?
i really dont need anyones to help , just a listening ear will do.
i promise myself i wont take even a cent from my mother but what my gan.ma say it truth
she overall also your mother . do she have the right to control me now?
she really is my mother? even i respect her as my mother can she share my problem ?
can she help anything . my boyf , what he understand me ?
quarrel non-stop. please i want stop everything .
nevermind . jo-anne you are strong enough right! you can handle everything! just faster get well from your sick, find a jobs./maybe a part time lover to feed you (: hees. then pay your
dept slowly , if only your friend let . to your boyf no need concern that much frist , he wont die if he dont have you . feed yourself more important .
THAT ALL !

Posted by Ai Joanne!@ 2:01 PM




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